I'm excited to say that for the most part, the concept of my next chapter is finished. I'm very happy with it and I thought I'd share my good news with you lovely readers that I have! I'll post a small section of it here if you'd care to read it.
I don't know if I need to remind you that while I say I have a completed chapter, it really is just the bare bones of the story that I've written down. I would add more, but I'll leave that to my editing sessions that I'll start once I actually get this whole story plot out on paper. Something that I look forward to greatly. If I took the time to sit there and critique myself about my chapters right now, I don't think I'd ever finish my novel. And I'm trying to stick to a deadline here! Let's hope I can live up to my own expectations.
Anyway I hope you enjoy this little piece that I have for you. The musical inspiration for this little part was "Dream a Little Dream" and "Haven't Met You Yet." If you care to take a listen perhaps you can imagine their thoughts and actions during this point in the story. It made me laugh at least...Well that's all for now! I'll post again!
Love,
The Novice Novelist.
“I can get myself in you know,” I remarked annoyed by his antics.
With a sigh he set me gently on my feet and stood there as I positioned myself in the seat. Once I was in, he gently shut the door and walked to the driver’s side. The chivalry surprised me but I kept my thoughts to myself. Wouldn’t want his head to get any bigger than it already was. Shutting his own door, he placed the keys in the ignition and started the engine.
“By the way,” he remarked, reversing from the stall, “My name is Adam.”
“Uh Jenna Matheson,” I murmured in reply closing my eyes. His posture perked visibly, but my head was throbbing too much to care.
“Nice to meet you Jenna,” he stated, “Though perhaps you should open your eyes for me.”
“Why?” I whined slightly, “My head hurts.”
“Because you have a concussion and if you go to sleep then we could have a very large problem on our hands.”
Begrudgingly I opened my eyes and gazed over at him. He had a slight smile on his face.
“Now that wasn’t so hard was it?” He grinned at me. I glared.
“No not all,” I replied sarcastically, “considering I already fell asleep earlier.”
“What?” he sounded slightly panicked, “When?”
“I don’t know!” I snapped glaring at him, “That’s a really stupid question. It’s not like I keep a record of my every movement!”
“Testy,” he chuckled. I didn’t reply, “But please try to stay awake for me alright?”
“Will do oh fearless kidnapper,” I retorted rolling my eyes. A wave of pain shot through my head.
“I really do apologize for my actions earlier,” He murmured staring at the road, “As a general rule I make it a point to be both kind a courteous to those I come in contact with.” He chuckled at the word contact.
“Ah well I must be the exception then,” I retorted, “Lucky me”
He laughed quietly, “Actually you merely caught me at a bad time. I was waiting for someone and unfortunately was running extremely late. Though it would seem as though I was right on time after all.” His tone suggested he was speaking more to himself than to me.
“Oh.” Was my brilliant reply.
We lapsed into a tense silence. Occasionally, Adam would glance over at me to make sure my eyes were still, in fact, open. But other than that, no contact of any kind was made. A car never seemed so claustrophobic before. I kept my gaze out the window, wishing that this day had gone down a far different path and vowing that I would never fall asleep without an alarm clock set.
All too soon the sign for the hospital loomed ahead. I crinkled my nose in disgust. I hated doctors. Smoothly, Adam pulled into the closest parking spot and turned the car off.
“You don’t have to do this. I’ll go home and relax if it’ll make you feel better, but other than I think you’re going a little overboard,” I mumbled staring straight ahead.
“Ah ah ah,” he remarked getting out of the car, “We had a deal.”
Before I knew it, he was standing in front of the open passenger door extending his hand to assist me out. I rolled my eyes again and hoisted myself from the seat, ignoring his hand. Of course I stumbled, much to my humiliation. Adam easily caught me.
“Alright, let’s get you inside,” he remarked lightly, tightening his grip on my waist. I blushed at the intimacy of his action. I barely knew this man!
Despite my protests, Adam did not release his grip on my waist, and led me through the double doors of the local hospital gently ushering me to the waiting room of the clinic and a waiting chair. There were only a few other people in the room with me.
With determined steps, he walked swiftly to the counter and began speaking with the nurse. She seemed quite taken aback by his forward behavior but quickly recovered with a smile. It half looked as though she was flirting with him! I suppressed the urge to groan. This was getting beyond ridiculous.
All too soon he returned with a clipboard of papers and a pen.
“Annie said to fill out the papers and they’d get to you immediately in the emergency room to get you taken care of,” Adam remarked cheerfully handing the clipboard over to me.
I sent him a glare and snatched it from his hands, “Annie? You’re on a first name basis now? I must say that is quite a fast relationship.”
He rolled his eyes in response but remained silent as I hastily filled out my forms. And without a word he returned them to the nurse. Extending his hand, he helped me to my feet and we headed towards the emergency room. Again I was surprised by his gentlemanly behavior, but I couldn’t help but let out a small chuckle at the awkwardness of the whole situation. Both of us were stiff and visibly uncomfortable with the situation.
Friday, July 9, 2010
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
A quickie, but a goody! At least I think so...hehe...
Well I know that this isn't that long of a post. I just haven't had the time or motivation to write at the moment. There have been so many things that have come up lately that I find my time dwindling away. But I did manage to get something constructed today. Music, I find has greatly aided in my inspiration and I just want to encourage everyone to seek inspiration!
Anyway, I hope you enjoy this little snippet! I'll hopefully post within the next day or so.
“Now that wasn’t so hard was it?” He grinned at me. I glared.
“No not all,” I replied sarcastically, “considering I already fell asleep earlier.”
“What?” he sounded slightly panicked, “When?”
“I don’t know!” I snapped glaring at him, “It’s not like I keep a record of my every movement!”
“Testy,” he chuckled. I didn’t reply, “But please try to stay awake for me alright?”
“Will do oh fearless kidnapper,” I retorted rolling my eyes. A wave of pain shot through my head.
We remained silent until Adam pulled into the hospital parking lot. I let out a groan of frustration. I really didn’t need to be here.
“You don’t have to do this. I’ll go home and relax if it’ll make you feel better, but other than I think you’re going a little overboard,” I mumbled staring straight ahead.
“Ah ah ah,” he remarked getting out of the car, “We had a deal.”
Before I knew it, he was standing in front of the open passenger door extending his hand to assist me out. I rolled my eyes again and hoisted myself from the seat, ignoring his hand. Of course I stumbled, much to my humiliation. Adam easily caught me.
“Alright, let’s get you inside,” he remarked lightly, tightening his grip on my waist. I blushed at the intimacy of his action. I barely knew this man!
Anyway, I hope you enjoy this little snippet! I'll hopefully post within the next day or so.
“Now that wasn’t so hard was it?” He grinned at me. I glared.
“No not all,” I replied sarcastically, “considering I already fell asleep earlier.”
“What?” he sounded slightly panicked, “When?”
“I don’t know!” I snapped glaring at him, “It’s not like I keep a record of my every movement!”
“Testy,” he chuckled. I didn’t reply, “But please try to stay awake for me alright?”
“Will do oh fearless kidnapper,” I retorted rolling my eyes. A wave of pain shot through my head.
We remained silent until Adam pulled into the hospital parking lot. I let out a groan of frustration. I really didn’t need to be here.
“You don’t have to do this. I’ll go home and relax if it’ll make you feel better, but other than I think you’re going a little overboard,” I mumbled staring straight ahead.
“Ah ah ah,” he remarked getting out of the car, “We had a deal.”
Before I knew it, he was standing in front of the open passenger door extending his hand to assist me out. I rolled my eyes again and hoisted myself from the seat, ignoring his hand. Of course I stumbled, much to my humiliation. Adam easily caught me.
“Alright, let’s get you inside,” he remarked lightly, tightening his grip on my waist. I blushed at the intimacy of his action. I barely knew this man!
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Unusual Acquaintance...
“You’ve completely ruined my day, you know that,” I huffed in annoyance as he started walking towards the parking lot.
He sighed and rolled his eyes. “Believe me I understand that I’ve ruined things. Just let me make it up to you alright?”
I huffed in response and sat still as he cradled me. All my wiggling proved futile and increased my headache ten-fold. My face, however, did not return to its normal hue.
The man easily carried me through the throngs of students, many gaping at my predicament, and headed towards the parking lot. I kept my gaze to my feet and tried to ignore the embarrassment I felt.
“You know this could be considered kidnapping,” I murmured. The man only chuckled.
“Yes I suppose you are correct in that observation,” He remarked drily crossing the street towards the student lot, “However I suppose we can call this a temporary kidnapping since I do intend to bring you home.”
I rolled my eyes in response but remained silent.
The man led us over to a midnight blue car that looked far too expensive for a college student to afford. I vaguely wondered how he could afford something like this.
He walked over to the passenger side and carefully maneuvered the door open.
“I can get myself in you know,” I remarked annoyed at his antics.
With a sigh he set me gently on my feet and stood there as I positioned myself in the seat. Once I was in, he gently shut the door and walked to the driver’s side. The chivalry surprised me but I kept my thoughts to myself. Shutting his own door, he placed the keys in the ignition and started the engine.
“By the way,” he remarked, reversing from the stall, “My name is Adam.”
“Uh Jenna,” I murmured in reply closing my eyes. My head was throbbing.
“Nice to meet you Jenna,” he stated, “Though perhaps you should open your eyes for me.”
“Why?” I whined slightly, “My head hurts.”
“Because you have a concussion and if you go to sleep then we could have a very large problem on our hands.”
Begrudgingly I opened my eyes and gazed over at him. He had a slight smile on his face.
“Now that wasn’t so hard was it?” He grinned at me. I glared.
“No not all,” I replied sarcastically.
He sighed and rolled his eyes. “Believe me I understand that I’ve ruined things. Just let me make it up to you alright?”
I huffed in response and sat still as he cradled me. All my wiggling proved futile and increased my headache ten-fold. My face, however, did not return to its normal hue.
The man easily carried me through the throngs of students, many gaping at my predicament, and headed towards the parking lot. I kept my gaze to my feet and tried to ignore the embarrassment I felt.
“You know this could be considered kidnapping,” I murmured. The man only chuckled.
“Yes I suppose you are correct in that observation,” He remarked drily crossing the street towards the student lot, “However I suppose we can call this a temporary kidnapping since I do intend to bring you home.”
I rolled my eyes in response but remained silent.
The man led us over to a midnight blue car that looked far too expensive for a college student to afford. I vaguely wondered how he could afford something like this.
He walked over to the passenger side and carefully maneuvered the door open.
“I can get myself in you know,” I remarked annoyed at his antics.
With a sigh he set me gently on my feet and stood there as I positioned myself in the seat. Once I was in, he gently shut the door and walked to the driver’s side. The chivalry surprised me but I kept my thoughts to myself. Shutting his own door, he placed the keys in the ignition and started the engine.
“By the way,” he remarked, reversing from the stall, “My name is Adam.”
“Uh Jenna,” I murmured in reply closing my eyes. My head was throbbing.
“Nice to meet you Jenna,” he stated, “Though perhaps you should open your eyes for me.”
“Why?” I whined slightly, “My head hurts.”
“Because you have a concussion and if you go to sleep then we could have a very large problem on our hands.”
Begrudgingly I opened my eyes and gazed over at him. He had a slight smile on his face.
“Now that wasn’t so hard was it?” He grinned at me. I glared.
“No not all,” I replied sarcastically.
Names...
I haven't posted a new section for you to read yet and I will do that shortly. However I thought you might find it interesting what I've realized about the names that I currently have for the characters in my novel. Here ya go:
Adam: Of course the origin is Hebrew; and the name means "many or mankind"...kinda ironic if you think about it in context to my story.
Jenna: The origin for this one is English; I was surprised to find that the meaning of Jenna is "small bird." Now when I realized that, it made me smile. It sort of fits my character's personality quite well...but you may not realize that yet...she is after all stuck in my head and you haven't had a chance to fully meet her yet! Hehe...
Anyway I'll be sure to post what I have for you when I get it finished. The thoughts are all coming together nicely so I hope to get it up very soon!
Lots of love!
The novice author that posts on here...
Adam: Of course the origin is Hebrew; and the name means "many or mankind"...kinda ironic if you think about it in context to my story.
Jenna: The origin for this one is English; I was surprised to find that the meaning of Jenna is "small bird." Now when I realized that, it made me smile. It sort of fits my character's personality quite well...but you may not realize that yet...she is after all stuck in my head and you haven't had a chance to fully meet her yet! Hehe...
Anyway I'll be sure to post what I have for you when I get it finished. The thoughts are all coming together nicely so I hope to get it up very soon!
Lots of love!
The novice author that posts on here...
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
A Short Little Post...
Here's a little post for you! Just a snippet of a chapter that I'm working on right now. I haven't really had much energy to write the last few days, which is rather sad I will admit. But to be a nice person I thought I'd post something for you...sorry that it isn't longer! Hopefully I will post something longer in the next few days. And just a quick little thank you to those who are actually reading this! I got a comment today from someone I know who said they are liking my writing! You know who you are and thank you thank you thank you! I love encouragement! And to all those who are reading and haven't made any comments yet, feel free to do so!
Anyway, Enjoy!
Your Loving Author!
Her horrified face flashed before my eyes and I jerked awake my eyes bleary. Where was I? Blinking several times I sat up and looked around me. I was still at the student center. I willed my heart to slow down and let out a groan of frustration. That was twice now that I’d fallen asleep without intending to! I glanced at my watch and shook my head in annoyance, wincing as pain shot through me. It was after 11:30. I was late for my second class. I closed my eyes and rubbed my temples and with a final sigh rose from the chair. May as well be early for my third class.
As I stood, my vision blurred for a moment and my head throbbed painfully. I hastily popped the other two Tylenol in my mouth, hoping to ease the pain. I headed towards the exit and to the science building. I had Chemistry next.
I made it through campus with very little incident and let out a sigh of relief when the building loomed ahead. At least I didn’t have to deal with that horrible man again. I reached for the door the same time another hand did. My fingers skimmed his and I pulled back hastily, a blush on my cheeks.
“I’m so sorry,” I murmured, “I didn’t see you there.” I turned towards the man and my eyes widened in horror. There was the man from this morning, a smug look on his face.
“Well that makes strike three I suppose?” He retorted pulling the door open and waving his hand to usher me in. I rolled my eyes and walked past him. At least he wasn’t yelling this time.
Anyway, Enjoy!
Your Loving Author!
Her horrified face flashed before my eyes and I jerked awake my eyes bleary. Where was I? Blinking several times I sat up and looked around me. I was still at the student center. I willed my heart to slow down and let out a groan of frustration. That was twice now that I’d fallen asleep without intending to! I glanced at my watch and shook my head in annoyance, wincing as pain shot through me. It was after 11:30. I was late for my second class. I closed my eyes and rubbed my temples and with a final sigh rose from the chair. May as well be early for my third class.
As I stood, my vision blurred for a moment and my head throbbed painfully. I hastily popped the other two Tylenol in my mouth, hoping to ease the pain. I headed towards the exit and to the science building. I had Chemistry next.
I made it through campus with very little incident and let out a sigh of relief when the building loomed ahead. At least I didn’t have to deal with that horrible man again. I reached for the door the same time another hand did. My fingers skimmed his and I pulled back hastily, a blush on my cheeks.
“I’m so sorry,” I murmured, “I didn’t see you there.” I turned towards the man and my eyes widened in horror. There was the man from this morning, a smug look on his face.
“Well that makes strike three I suppose?” He retorted pulling the door open and waving his hand to usher me in. I rolled my eyes and walked past him. At least he wasn’t yelling this time.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
A Longer Post!
Yep I finally kept a promise! Here is a longer post for you to enjoy. It's very rough, as are all my other posts, but I hope you like it none the less. Plesae leave feedback for me! I'd love to hear from any of you who actually read this thing...pwease?
Choice:
I gazed around the room hesitantly, unsure of what to do with myself. I didn’t know anyone here, that was certain. I wasn’t slated to be born for at least two hundred more years! And the only person that I had any sort of relationship with had deserted me for an “old acquaintance” though this acquaintance was anything but old. Her luscious ebony locks and well defined and strikingly beautiful face gave no hint to any “age.” I chuckled darkly and tried in vain to suppress my feelings of jealousy and inferiority. I was definitely plain in comparison to Marguerite.
“Pardon me Mademoiselle,” someone tapped me shoulder. I turned hesitantly and gave the gentleman who stood before me a polite smile, “Would you honor me with the next dance?”
My mind went blank and nerves tickled my stomach. The gentleman stood before me, obviously in the same state that I was. He smiled politely waiting for my answer.
“Uh, that is, I well I’m not the best of dancers,” I confessed hesitantly. In fact I had hardly stepped foot on the dance floor. The man before me merely grinned.
“Ah that’s alright my dear,” He replied grasping my hand formally, “I happen to be quite proficient in dancing. No one will be the wiser.”
A blush crept on my cheeks at his obvious attempt at flirting and allowed him to lead me to the dance floor. Grasping my right hand in his own and placing his other around my waist. In one swift move, he began to lead me on the dance floor. I stumbled a few times and my blush deepened.
“I’m sorry. I’m a terrible dancer,” I mumbled, averting my gaze.
He merely chuckled.“Don’t worry my dear, we all stumble. However, not all of us have me for a dance partner. You are in safe hands. Perhaps we can become more familiar with one another?”
I balked at his brazen attitude and tried to put as much space between us without arousing suspicion of my actions. The man didn’t seem to notice and continued to prattle on about trivial matters. I tuned him out in an attempt to remain civil. I wasn’t above reproaching this man for his actions.
“Pardon me Lord Devereaux, might I steal away my escort?” I turned my head towards Adam’s voice in surprise. Yet there he stood waiting patiently for my partner to surrender me into his care.
“Well, my dear friend, I was hoping to finish my dance with your lovely escort-“ Adam gave him a stern look, daring him to be challenged. Devereaux quickly back-peddled, “However I know how fond you are of dancing. I shall not keep you apart any longer.”
Lord Devereaux swiftly removed his hold on my and Adam seamlessly traded places with him, a smug smile on his lip. The transaction took place so quickly it seemed as though we hadn’t stopped dancing. I watched Lord Devereaux stalk away, quite humiliated and turned my gaze back towards Adam.
“That was hardly fair,” I remarked quietly.
Adam chuckled darkly, “Yes hardly fair, but far safer for you. Lord Devereaux is not to be trusted, especially around helpless women.”
My cheeks flamed at his remark, “I am not completely helpless!” I retorted in a heated whisper, “I can take care of myself.”
He sent me an apologetic smile and swept us around the dance floor. Adam was a far superior dancer to Lord Devereaux. “Forgive me. I did not mean to give offense. I have no doubt of your abilities Jenna,” He remarked, “You are quite capable of taking care of yourself. However Lord Devereaux has too many connections. Too many friends that think the same way he does.” His gaze hardened and he tightened his grip on me, pulling me closer to his towering frame. My heart sped up. “You are one temptation, I’m afraid, that he would not pass up. “
My stomach churned in unease at his suggestions and I had to suppress a shudder of disgust.“I suppose you’re right,” I sighed trying to shake the thoughts from my mind. “It is probably for the best then.”
“Indeed it is,” he smiled down on me, “And I intend to keep an eye on you the rest of the evening.”
A blush crept on my cheeks, “Oh that’s not necessary,” I mumbled tearing my eyes away from his face, “I wouldn’t want to monopolize your time.” Marguerite’s image flashed before my eyes.
“What on earth are you talking about?” Adam remarked, removing his hand from my waist. The dance was over. “How would you be monopolizing my time?” He led me from the dance floor.
“It’s just that I know you have many acquaintances here,” I remarked, avoiding his gaze as much as possible. He led me to a row of chairs in the far corner and we sat down, “I wouldn’t want to take you away from your friends. They are probably dying to spend time with you.” It wasn’t a complete lie. I knew that his friends wanted to spend time with him. One in particular.
“Jenna will you look at me?” His tone was pleading and calm. I ventured a peak. Adam’s eyes were shining with amusement and sincerity. “I would much rather spend time with you Jenna. You are my friend too. You are more of a friend than any other person here. You are my first choice.”
My heart fluttered at his statement. I was his first choice.
Choice:
I gazed around the room hesitantly, unsure of what to do with myself. I didn’t know anyone here, that was certain. I wasn’t slated to be born for at least two hundred more years! And the only person that I had any sort of relationship with had deserted me for an “old acquaintance” though this acquaintance was anything but old. Her luscious ebony locks and well defined and strikingly beautiful face gave no hint to any “age.” I chuckled darkly and tried in vain to suppress my feelings of jealousy and inferiority. I was definitely plain in comparison to Marguerite.
“Pardon me Mademoiselle,” someone tapped me shoulder. I turned hesitantly and gave the gentleman who stood before me a polite smile, “Would you honor me with the next dance?”
My mind went blank and nerves tickled my stomach. The gentleman stood before me, obviously in the same state that I was. He smiled politely waiting for my answer.
“Uh, that is, I well I’m not the best of dancers,” I confessed hesitantly. In fact I had hardly stepped foot on the dance floor. The man before me merely grinned.
“Ah that’s alright my dear,” He replied grasping my hand formally, “I happen to be quite proficient in dancing. No one will be the wiser.”
A blush crept on my cheeks at his obvious attempt at flirting and allowed him to lead me to the dance floor. Grasping my right hand in his own and placing his other around my waist. In one swift move, he began to lead me on the dance floor. I stumbled a few times and my blush deepened.
“I’m sorry. I’m a terrible dancer,” I mumbled, averting my gaze.
He merely chuckled.“Don’t worry my dear, we all stumble. However, not all of us have me for a dance partner. You are in safe hands. Perhaps we can become more familiar with one another?”
I balked at his brazen attitude and tried to put as much space between us without arousing suspicion of my actions. The man didn’t seem to notice and continued to prattle on about trivial matters. I tuned him out in an attempt to remain civil. I wasn’t above reproaching this man for his actions.
“Pardon me Lord Devereaux, might I steal away my escort?” I turned my head towards Adam’s voice in surprise. Yet there he stood waiting patiently for my partner to surrender me into his care.
“Well, my dear friend, I was hoping to finish my dance with your lovely escort-“ Adam gave him a stern look, daring him to be challenged. Devereaux quickly back-peddled, “However I know how fond you are of dancing. I shall not keep you apart any longer.”
Lord Devereaux swiftly removed his hold on my and Adam seamlessly traded places with him, a smug smile on his lip. The transaction took place so quickly it seemed as though we hadn’t stopped dancing. I watched Lord Devereaux stalk away, quite humiliated and turned my gaze back towards Adam.
“That was hardly fair,” I remarked quietly.
Adam chuckled darkly, “Yes hardly fair, but far safer for you. Lord Devereaux is not to be trusted, especially around helpless women.”
My cheeks flamed at his remark, “I am not completely helpless!” I retorted in a heated whisper, “I can take care of myself.”
He sent me an apologetic smile and swept us around the dance floor. Adam was a far superior dancer to Lord Devereaux. “Forgive me. I did not mean to give offense. I have no doubt of your abilities Jenna,” He remarked, “You are quite capable of taking care of yourself. However Lord Devereaux has too many connections. Too many friends that think the same way he does.” His gaze hardened and he tightened his grip on me, pulling me closer to his towering frame. My heart sped up. “You are one temptation, I’m afraid, that he would not pass up. “
My stomach churned in unease at his suggestions and I had to suppress a shudder of disgust.“I suppose you’re right,” I sighed trying to shake the thoughts from my mind. “It is probably for the best then.”
“Indeed it is,” he smiled down on me, “And I intend to keep an eye on you the rest of the evening.”
A blush crept on my cheeks, “Oh that’s not necessary,” I mumbled tearing my eyes away from his face, “I wouldn’t want to monopolize your time.” Marguerite’s image flashed before my eyes.
“What on earth are you talking about?” Adam remarked, removing his hand from my waist. The dance was over. “How would you be monopolizing my time?” He led me from the dance floor.
“It’s just that I know you have many acquaintances here,” I remarked, avoiding his gaze as much as possible. He led me to a row of chairs in the far corner and we sat down, “I wouldn’t want to take you away from your friends. They are probably dying to spend time with you.” It wasn’t a complete lie. I knew that his friends wanted to spend time with him. One in particular.
“Jenna will you look at me?” His tone was pleading and calm. I ventured a peak. Adam’s eyes were shining with amusement and sincerity. “I would much rather spend time with you Jenna. You are my friend too. You are more of a friend than any other person here. You are my first choice.”
My heart fluttered at his statement. I was his first choice.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
A Post that is Long Overdue!
This isn't exactly the type of post that I wanted to put on here...it's too short in my opinion and it doesn't quite sound right. But I'll get it out I promise! And I think the more that I sit and write I will be able to be more creative and inspired to continue my novel. I need to finish this novel...I already know how it will end and everything! So without further hesitation, here is my post. Don't hate me if it sounds cliche or stupid. I don't even know if I'm going to use it. I just thought I'd send you something...maybe I'll be able to post something a little later too?
“How stupid can you be Jenna?!” Adam’s voice held a hard edge as his glare bore into me. I cringed under his scrutiny.
“I-I-well I didn’t mean to-“
“Didn’t mean to do what exactly Jenna? What did you think you would gain from studying about what I am…what I do?” He rubbed his temples in annoyance.
“I just wanted to see what it was like to be you. I wanted to understand,” I mumbled, unsure of my words. Would he understand me?
“Why on earth would you want to know what it is like to be forever isolated? To be alone forever wandering the earth, never able to grown old and have lasting relationships?!” He blustered, beginning to pace the room.
“That’s not it,” I fervently replied, “I just wanted to understand you. Your feelings and life. What you were going through,”
Adam’s form went rigid and he stopped pacing. He whirled to face me suddenly fury evident, “Or, perhaps the only reason you wanted to understand me, was to understand my power. To gain the knowledge to live forever perhaps.”
“No, I-“
“Don’t bother. I don’t want to hear your excuses. You are no more than a common cheat and liar. You were merely associated with me for yourself.”
His words stung and I didn’t know how to reply. He wouldn’t believe me anyway. With a resigned sigh, I turned from him.
“You have it all figured out I suppose,” I murmured
Oh and before I forget. I'm going to post some of my inspiring music on here...so maybe you'll get an idea of where I get my inspiration from! It's quite unique and fun if you ask me! Anyway, until next time!
Your Loving Author!
“How stupid can you be Jenna?!” Adam’s voice held a hard edge as his glare bore into me. I cringed under his scrutiny.
“I-I-well I didn’t mean to-“
“Didn’t mean to do what exactly Jenna? What did you think you would gain from studying about what I am…what I do?” He rubbed his temples in annoyance.
“I just wanted to see what it was like to be you. I wanted to understand,” I mumbled, unsure of my words. Would he understand me?
“Why on earth would you want to know what it is like to be forever isolated? To be alone forever wandering the earth, never able to grown old and have lasting relationships?!” He blustered, beginning to pace the room.
“That’s not it,” I fervently replied, “I just wanted to understand you. Your feelings and life. What you were going through,”
Adam’s form went rigid and he stopped pacing. He whirled to face me suddenly fury evident, “Or, perhaps the only reason you wanted to understand me, was to understand my power. To gain the knowledge to live forever perhaps.”
“No, I-“
“Don’t bother. I don’t want to hear your excuses. You are no more than a common cheat and liar. You were merely associated with me for yourself.”
His words stung and I didn’t know how to reply. He wouldn’t believe me anyway. With a resigned sigh, I turned from him.
“You have it all figured out I suppose,” I murmured
Oh and before I forget. I'm going to post some of my inspiring music on here...so maybe you'll get an idea of where I get my inspiration from! It's quite unique and fun if you ask me! Anyway, until next time!
Your Loving Author!
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